complain complain complain!

its stated!! back to school next monday..
for the 2 months,, mum sometimes remind me bout school,
tuition and books..
and i always gives her rude answers when she start to say all these..
actually,, now i realise.. its not that i don't wanna study..
its because i'm scared,, i'm kinda scared of going back to school
since its the end of holidays..

i'm scared of the stress, and pressure..
and i have to do it all alone.. =( without HIM..
i'm not complaining!! juz letting out anger!

• new year is coming
• i'm going to A Famosa on new year's eve
• whisky's 1 anniversary with us
• getting my new phone tonight
• he's going NS on 2nd of january
• coming back on 14 march
• school's gonna start
• no more com, tv,bf
• friends is still here
• missing them alot

that's all!
bye!